The other day a friend ask me. "why do you hate so many ppl" another friend ask me "Why are you so bitter & angery all the time" ppl ask me "why am i so sad and mad on my birthdays"
Well.. One: It takes allot to impress me so if i dont like something i will let you know. if i give my opinion it will never be half assed no hugs kisses and sugar coats. i dont Bull Sh*t ppl. I say whatever i think no matter how awful or horrible it is... I'm a str8 edge str8 shooter who tells it like it is. ppl can bitch moan piss and whine all they want. thats just how it is.
Two: life has made me bitter and angery. allot of it pure frustration. the more i try the worse it gets. Life is what you make of it? BS!! NOT if your constantly held back in life!
And as for the "why am i so sad and mad on my birthdays". Well Every birthday i have is hell. i dont look like i use to anymore and i hate getting older. i mean it happens to us all i shouldnt sweat it so much. but its like everyday i live i am one step closer to dying alone. I have nothing to show for life at all. just failures.
Ppl say i need to celebrate life. i have never really learned how to celebrate life cause its never been worth celbrating. I do appreciate life even my own. i just dont
I guess i just have this really shitty way of looking at things, thqat cant be changed, Allot of ppl just look at the dopeness of life.. But me, it's like i just look at the wackness, i dunno why i just do. maybe cause of the lack of "good" in my life. enough suffering and failure does that to a person.
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