my life my birthday my pain.

Well yesterday was my stupid birthday. Another pouintless useless year of life. well its "Existance" not life.. ive never really lived. Been held back to much for that. my apt is on the 7ths floor of a 12 story building. a have a perfect view of the same hospital i was born in. ironic? huh? on my birthday thats what i see? the only thing i wished for was a rocket launcher.